38 Comments
User's avatar
Celeste Zenko's avatar

I always open your emails at the speed of light! Everything you share is valuable to me and to our world.

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

💔🙏 thank you so much dear one

Expand full comment
Make Every Day Magic's avatar

Your writing never fails to bring me to tears, the way you articulate your heart is beautiful. Thank you for sharing 🦌✨

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

🥹🙏 thank you so much for this note, it means so much to know we share that heart resonance 💔 thank you for reading what I share.

Expand full comment
Megan Brown's avatar

Kate, the story, the photos, all soul nourishing, and much needed right now! Namaste my friend 🧡

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

Sending hugs to you my friend!! 💗💗💗

Expand full comment
Vic Rain's avatar

Newbie here. 🌱 Kate, I just had to leave a message. Your vision, your heart, your intentions and way of being with the natural world make me feel less alone. Make me feel like this devotion and tenderness I’ve felt for years isn’t odd or ‘woo-woo’. - I know it’s not, just an old, tired skeptical voice trying her luck, unsuccessfully. You are leading the way, friend.

“I remember thinking it was a peculiar time for a fawn to be born. And that something in the mother’s gaze felt so familiar.

I felt my eyes widen and spill over with wonder. Was it her? The flower tender.”

This had me in tears… I recognize that earth shattering feeling of coming into knowing something truly special and sacred…

Thank you for sharing your heart and beautiful writing with us! ❤️

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

hi dear one, I am so sorry I missed this magical comment until now!! I very much know that voice you shared about, the one who tries to convince us the magic is frivolous or not real. I have had my own journey with the world of "spirituality" and certainly have come across some things that might fit under the definition of "woo"... I actually think it's important to discern when that feeling comes up because it can help guide us toward our own inner knowing and integrity. But a sense of intimate connection between the land and our own body, that is something that can never be taken from us.. and is a relationship we get to tend forever. Thank you again so much for this contemplation, it is so important to come back to over and over! xoxox

Expand full comment
Danielle Wojcicki's avatar

This was a touching story and I enjoyed the read so much. I want to curl up under the stars in the world you created with the deer and the night garden. It feels otherworldly, and at the same time, the place we belong.

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

thank you for this loving comment dear one, for reading with such heartful attention

Expand full comment
Sahara ⚘'s avatar

one of my most favorite thing I have ever read here on Substack, or anywhere. thank you for sharing this blessed experience xx

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

Thank you so much for saying this.. I almost didn’t share this story because I wondered if anyone would care 🙃 thank you for reminding me to just share it anyway. Sending love dear one 🙏💗

Expand full comment
Catherine's avatar

oh wow, holding my heart in deep feeling. thank you 🤍

Expand full comment
Shannon Jackson Arnold's avatar

What a gift to receive this story. Thank you.

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

Thank you for receiving it!! And for this kind note 🙏💞

Expand full comment
Jiling Lin, LAc's avatar

So moving 💗 thank you

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

Thank you for reading, my friend 🙏🍃💗

Expand full comment
lindsey melott's avatar

What a beautiful read, dear friend. I was so engrossed in the story and then when I got to the point where the mama deer and her sweet baby crossed your path, I was brought to tears. Your words are always so stunning and bring me right there experiencing it with you. Loving you so much and always grateful for your shares.

🦌🌸🌕

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

🥹🙏 so grateful to be connected Lindsey and so looking forward to being in the moon process together over these next months… thank you so much for this heartfelt note 💗💗💗

Expand full comment
Joshua Kent Bookman's avatar

Took me time with this one... because it was the wild in me who wanted to honor the wild in you. "Everything in the wild world bestows a ripple of benefit to others, just through their way of existing." P.S. waiting for your book of wisdom.

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

Your comments and your writing in general always opens up a mysterious world I wouldn’t have noticed otherwise. Thank you so much for your heartfelt attention to this world.

Expand full comment
Claire Durbin's avatar

What a beautiful story, so relevant to me as I had myself been wondering what to grow in our new raised beds this year that would be “deer proof” as we have a family of deer regularly visiting our garden! And my childhood garden was full of scented nicotiana blooms, one of my late fathers favourites 🤍🌸✨

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

Yes this mystery of supposed deer proof flowers still makes no sense to me!! It will continue mystifying me forever.

That is a very special memory of your father, and perhaps a way to send him love notes on the other side.. and what a special gift he gave by loving a flower and sharing it with you.

Expand full comment
Kimberly's avatar

So incredibly beautiful, thank you once again, sister. Your sensitivity and articulation are exquisite. "I love the animals so much it hurts..."

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

Thank you so much for this attentive and clear reflection, my friend… thank you for being here with me.

Expand full comment
Kimberly's avatar

I love the animals so much it hurts too :) 💗 xo

Expand full comment
Ella Kinsman's avatar

So beautiful. I have been so similarly heart-humbled before. This week, by flower seeds whose germination I was fretting over, whose fate felt inextricably predictive somehow of the potential failure of the garden at large, and then suddenly, when I wasn’t looking, of their own accord & on their own time, they began emerging. How grateful I am to be reminded that it is not within my full knowing how things will unfold ❤️‍🩹

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

Ah YES!! I love this real life example of being invited to trust the mystery, and all the uncomfortable things it stirs up in between. I have been there myself with seeds and called it an existential seed crisis 😂 thank you so much for sharing.

Expand full comment
Cat Starlight's avatar

Oh Kate, this is the most beautiful tale! I felt so much love reading it.

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

I’m so grateful we’re still connected dear cat starlight, I was in Tucson recently and always think of you when I’m there!!

Expand full comment
Cat Starlight's avatar

I'm so glad we are connected too! I was thinking I wish I had your address so I could write you letters!

Expand full comment
Kate O'Malley's avatar

Hi Kate. I love your writing so much. It fills me the deepest inspiration and a renewed sense of abundance and wonder for life. I am also Kate, double Leo + Taurus. 💚

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

I am really so grateful to hear that, thank you so much for reading what I send!! Wow I am double Leo, taurus moon! Is that you too?!

Expand full comment
Kate O'Malley's avatar

Taurus sun, Leo moon and rising 💚 it is such a beautiful combination, I am so grateful to be living this experience. My heart is open for all to see!

Expand full comment
kate gardiner clearlight's avatar

Aw that is very special 🌑❤️‍🔥 it was challenging for me for a while but I’ve come to embrace it as a channel straight from soil to stars.. so happy to be exploring those radiant cosmic pathways with you 🥰💫🌏

Expand full comment